My few days away in Ireland has been so relaxing, although as well as possibly taking in too much of the black stuff (I LOVE a Baby Guinness!) I think I have over dosed on sea air. I literally feel drugged with the need to sleep. My mum’s house overlooks the sea and every morning I have run down to the beach and back. I am not a natural runner and have always been envious of those who are. However yesterday I felt so in tune with my surroundings I somehow ran 10km straight. I was enjoying the stillness of the sea lapping the shore and the salt in the air that I literally forgot how far I had run. Now if only I could take this feeling back to Bristol!
I am currently staying in Kerry, possibly the most beautiful county in Ireland. I say ‘staying’ but I’m actually from here although you’d know by my accent it is a long time since I lived here. All my family now live in Ireland and I’m the only one in the UK. And for so long Kerry has never felt like my home despite the fact my mum, brother and sister live here. However of late, I have enjoyed coming here to switch off from the world. For so long I resented that not much went on here, now I look forward to it. Is that growing older or possibly realising that you need different parts and paces to your life? It’s like my running; when I think about how frequently I should run, or how I should stay out longer I always felt like I was battling myself. And I therefore battled with any sort of decent distance and regularity to my running and I certainly never enjoyed it. Today I just ran because I was taking in the beautiful views and feeling like the fresh air was cleansing my soul and somehow the distance just came. It was the first time I understood how some people talk about running as a kind of meditation.
It’s interesting how our motivations and intentions can have a huge impact about how we feel. I spend a lot of my days talking to clients about how there really is too much ‘should’ in their lives. They tell me, “I should hold my shoulders down and back’, ‘I should go to the gym more”, ‘I should relax more’, ‘I should have better posture’. My response is always the same “How about you have a little less ‘should’ in your life?” Which is an interesting concept. We are conditioned to believe that nothing comes unless you work hard for it. That no gain comes without pain. And that you can always do better.
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